I was still busy on that day because the next day was the Triple A Ceremony. On that day, everyone was required to wear formal (and this was written on the ticket. GOD, we even had tickets, that sounds like a theme park). I was so nervous because the bespoke suit that I ordered from my tailor was a little bit too big for my tummy.
So yeah, I was totally nervous because I didn't have enough confidence as that was my first time to attend a formal event. Those 'dinners' (normally weddings) in my hometown, despite being said to be formal, people simply don't care. I was once shaped to neglect much, now I decided to be polite, or extra polite. It's my image, it represents who I am, and I've always wanted it be to elegant, to be cultured and educated. This was the first effect that I had experienced since I moved to Selangor for my pre-tertiary education - be elegant.
Clearly, being elegant isn't about what you wear. You can have a lot of fancy items/accessories on you, you can be very pretentious - having unduly politeness, but when it comes to being elegant, having all of them at the same time is a no-no. It's about how you control in creating your images.
I'm being educative here, but clearly there are always haters when you try to be better - they think you're trying to be different for no reasons. If you're facing the same dilemma as I once experienced, my advice is to pay no heed to them. In the emotions and words they have, 20% of them are because they can't make it and they think you can't make it while the other 80% are due to jealousy. When you succeed in your endeavor, they would probably change their mind, but hey, let's go back to what they've said at the beginning. They disparage you, disqualified you, disagree with you, they said you're being pretentious, you're wasting your time and asked you to stop doing those trivial/unnecessary things. Bo! These people, let them be.
OMG Why am I saying these? I guess it's because that's a common experience for everyone. CHEERS!
Oh yeah and I was very nervous and decided to watch movies before the events with my friends. What I have to say is Jurassic World is AMAZING!
So on Thursday after watching an early movie, I went back to my place, got some masks on my face, and had a rest on my bed. The nervous-ness, I can't sleep!
So I got my face done, hair done, clothes done, shoes done...
The moment I put on my
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| Jia Ying, one of the member of HOLE. hahahhaa |
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| This is Khairul, whom I really enjoy talking to him. |
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| IDK what's going on. Evelyn and Thon, both are members of HOLE. |
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| In a queen style. |
In case you're wondering why the group is called HOLE, H is me, who has the highest 'h' in my name. O is Thon, apparently no one has O. L is Jia Ying. And E is Evelyn who has 4 'e's in her name.
Till next time!
