The Year of Goat

It's the year of Goat.

I like that kind of feeling when my family gathers around and talks. It's kinda funny because we talk about the good and bad of each others e.g. who spends money and who doesn't, or who has a brain or not etc.


Honestly, of course, it feels good to be better than relatives. I crave to see how those kiasu ones speak with ignorance and those who like comparing falter. And their faces change. For me, schadenfreude often acts as an enticement to strive. BITCHY, I am.

People with true qualities don't boast their achievements.


But people, could be relatives and friends, do envy and jealous. When they do, they tried their best to attack, belittle, disparage. It's like when you haven't finished your sentence, they caught the first few words and started attacking. They ask you to do the things they don't want to. They don't give support whenever you speak.

I mean, I'm just describing yet it sounds offending. This is TOTALLY fine though. 
I'm fine with it.



Because they wanted to be better.

Hey people, do you get it? Acting like this only shows that you are admitting you're bad or a loser and you're struggling hard to become a 'winner'. But honey, there are no competitions. Why bother crave to be an 'imaginary' winner? Why so eager to tell others you're bad? 

Or maybe they just can't admit others are better (perhaps because you guys were once on the same par like 'hey we supposed to be on the same grade' or they were once better than you are!).

I criticized but I'm still innocent. These ain't competitions. So why victimized me?

I'm scared that one day I would be one of them. So I wrote this down to tell myself, DON'T. 
I hope it works though.

Happy Chinese New Year everyone! 
Till next time.

Kingsman: The Secret Service

Besides LUCY and INTERSTELLAR last year, the another movie that I have waited for so long is KINGSMAN: THE SECRET SERVICE.And last week, finally, it is released!!!

I am sooo excited because I hadn't watched any movies this year. And I have watched it today. If I am asked about my opinion on this movie, I would say IT'S AMAZING JUST GO WATCH!

Same as LUCY, what everyone did in the ending of the movie was CLAPPING THEIR HANDS AND CHEERING. I can't help myself to not doing the same thing as they did because the movie was truly brilliant, brilliant and brilliant! 
Bonus: The main character looks great (tasty?).
 

Taron Egerton as Gary 'Eggsy' Unwin.

Obviously this is an action movie, you would know if you have watched its trailer.
The beginning of the story was quite typical, but it's the way of conveying makes it so different. As in many spy/action movies, a boy is kinda 'chosen'. And the background of the secret organization is quickly introduced. Of course there was some story between the boy's family and the organization. I shouldn't say much about it.
 

Colin Firth as Galahan/ Harry Hart.

There are quite some strong violence content, but again the way of conveying makes it so acceptable. I always thought (or was told) that UK movies are quiet and boring. But this is totally a different story! I was so immersed in the story and often got nervous as the story unfolded.


Let's not talk too much about it (spoilers are nasty).
KINGSMAN: THE SECRET SERVICE is a must-watch movie in 2015.

I was quite worry about the FIFTY SHADES OF GREY. Because the novel readers would have lots of high expectations on it, so it's possible that reality can't reach their expectations.

I have no idea why these two pictures are merged. LMAO!

If I was asked to choose between FSOG and KINGSMAN, I would probably re-watch KINGSMAN hahhaa.

Plans and Decisions.

I have gotten my SAT result.


It was like 'OUCH!' that I falter in the exam.
The score was very mediocre which probably cannot take me to the universities that I am interested in.





So
I'm gonna RETAKE, giving myself another chance. This year is definitely a very busy year. Besides sitting for AS at May/June, I'll be sitting SAT I in June, IELTS, TOEFL, SAT II and AL exams this year. 

I just don't know if I can cope but I have faith in myself.


Let's stop thinking about playing this year. Like, no movies, no singing, no games....etc. End up a boring guy :l 

should have really started last year.

Mumblings...

So there's a third day in which he too sat beside me. Sometimes he watched movies, sometimes he studied CIMP books like International Business (something like that) etc. Oh wait, it's CIMP! And then I realized that he is a CIMP student, which means he's as young as I am and he studied in the same college as I did.

I was almost always studying, and peeping. Hwahwa, that's not the point. Until a time I really got frustrated with the chemistry, I would lay my head down moving around like a kid saying 'It's so hard! I couldn't take it anymore!!'. I held me head up again, it's him there rubbing his eyes wearily for quite a long time (2 minutes? 3 minutes?).

One day, I really studied till quite late, like 2 pm in the evening, only then I got up to the cafe nearby with my friend. So after both of us settle down, he and his friend too went to the cafe to have their lunch. Aight he ate a lot.

He didn't speak English with his friend. His friend actually looks a bit like Korean. So probably he's a Korean. But I'm not too sure because the language he spoke didn't sound like Korean. And BUT apparently they do not have the height of the Koreans there.

Mumblings...

I am actually very excited to apply for overseas universities. So today I went to the IOUP office and registered for the Thursday's London Universities Talk. GOSH, it's Imperial College London, King's College London and University College London. They are very very top schools! I'm especially attracted to King's College London. Because it's not TOO TOP. Also I took a booklet on applying to US universities. I'm so excited and motivated to do everything :P

Lovely, I was given a chance to go anywhere I could, so there's no turning back.
I came here for a better life, and so of course I will go somewhere else for the same reason.

Mumblings...(continued)

So as you know I'm preparing for my examinations, I went to Monash library everyday. The next day, I was sitting in the same row at the seat where he sat that time because the seat that I sat was occupied. After a while, that seat was vacant again, but I paid no heed to that, because that's not important. I was studying chemistry I supposed. He came, again, and sat my yesterday's seat. Well I had to admit that I couldn't focus, I didn't know why. People may think that someone who is distracting can be due to having tall-ness, good figure, very nice looking or sexy whateva. He didn't really own all of these qualities.

I find it okay...

Thank God it's still weekend 
(I'm almost going to say FRIDAY! in this post, and then procrastination made me here).

Still, I was busy as hell after the SAT because we're having presentations. I've done mine on Thursday. Next, there'll be a test. ARGHHH...
Thank God Tuesday is Thaipusam!


So that day, someone PS me. (obviously I'm not completing the Mumblings story here)
I was asked if I were into 'chem fun'. I really would need some examples as it's hard for me to imagine how chemicals can be related to having sex. POPPERS or ICE etc, he said. 

POPPERS, I heard that before. Or a well-known name as RUSH.
(Ahh SHIT, so my blog is turning into an adult site?)
Hahahhh I don't mind though. I'm turning 19 this year, I'm legal, remember?

Poppers are alkyl nitrites to be inhaled to enhance sexual pleasure. So how does it work? It actually increases the blood flow to head and you'll feel weird and headrushy. It makes you wanna get your orifices stuffed OR you would want to jam your appendages into someone's hole. Quote what they said 'They don’t make you horny, necessarily; they make you want to fuck.' It's like a drug, but its effect is very transitory. 
I have no idea whether this stuff is legal or not (should be legal I guess).

I was actually very interested in this thingy. 
But A-levels have preoccupied half of my life dude!

I know my friends are quite traditionally-minded (generally people around me are like that) so I'm not surprised to find that they would think that having sex is only OK with someone they truly love and so one night stand is definitely a 'NO'. But to me, I harbor a different opinion that as I'm not attached and so has no responsibilities to 'keep my first time' (as I imagine that they would say) for someone.

Am I too open on this topic OR is that this society too confined?