Happy 2021!

I am just here to say that 

Although I had moved on for a really really long time

it's still funny to look back 

"What/How is he doing now?"

"Is he failing in life now? like finally?"

"Or is everything fine? Going smoothly?"

if smoothly means unambitious of course.

These are not even the kindest words, but they aren't even personal

Many a time, I struggle to think too highly of anyone anyway

(Many have failed me for lacking the drive)

I just wanted to say

I know that I have peaked

when I've moved on (for many many years)

but then realised that I am being precluded from being a bystander for a said person this whole time,

when I am not the one who wronged in the first place!

Hate to say this, but it does felt like

Someone is fearful of facing one's mistakes, regrets, or bad decisions

(Not that it matters to anyone NOW)

In all honesty

I for one am glad that all this happened

No regrets here because I fought and I tried my best

It didn't work out – you didn't work out –

So there's no need to hide 

And I meant the best for you

(but again, I would do the same if I were you pfffttt so I call that equal)

I say let go ALL THE TIME

But don't we just love teasing when we're not the guilty one 😂