Incredible to look back - it has not even been a whole year yet!
First off, I have been training really hard with my personal trainer
been in strict control with diets, weight-liftings, many cardio sessions...
I feel great and ready to conquer the world lol
I felt like I have completely embraced myself this year
my sexuality; (I'm close to embracing my height)
I'm more comfortable with myself, with people,
with lots and lots of sex ... And I'm not even a sexual person.
Those are times when I crave physical touch and affection.
I'm starting to get a lot of attention on those apps...
I'm such a late boomer!!!
ngl that boosts my confidence but I had to remind myself that my charm comes from within.
Academically
I felt like again I'm the only exception in my cohort.
This feeling and weird perspectives on things that I have since primary
when is it going away? or are they for good? Am I still the dark horse?
I have proven time and time again my perspective stands the challenge of time.
I AM once again different from the small cohort of 6.
I convinced 2 academic groups to venture into something that the whole university has no experience in.
I won my first fund; I convinced a supervisor to start a company
how did I do that? I still cannot give an answer. I'm not sure.
Socially
I made more friends than ever.
but I just wanna have fun
no more 'advice' from me
I'm done trying to convince people of my different perspectives
Because there are people who would believe they're in a non-salvageable puddle
not realising that I was in that puddle too
I believed that I'm different and seek any opportunity to get out or make a change
So good luck...
I can speak better now...
I invite strangers for coffee to network
I do all these things that I never imagined
I feel like I'm on a peak... when the world is literally on fire (covid-19).
What a time... I'm so grateful and I'm ready to enjoy life. Let's go!
