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Friday, August 29, 2014

I just want to express my very gratitude to my lecturer and friends, who had enjoyed and lent me their ears during my presentation.

I was in fact shaking and nervous throughout my whole presentation!
But all of your applause had given me the strength.
I know I was so weak in speaking English. So sorry for that.
And I know I'm keep saying the wrong words... Arrgghhhh. Forgive me.

It's good, exciting and amazing to see you guys being so attracted to the knowledges.
It's actually, in fact, out of the chapter of nuclear physics, but I thought that it was important because all of these were actually clearing the doubts of chemistry that all of us encountered in previous chapters.


I was actually studying the quantum physics and particles physics for this presentation.
A few weeks had been spent, just to comprehend the basic concept of the energy levels, quantization, Heisenberg Uncertainty etc.  and to complete my so-called 'lecture notes' (in fact, its a 5-paged presentation points).

The day before the presentation, I was so nervous. I actually had tried to present on my own, but it's hard to pretend there are 'audiences'. And I thought this presentation would also turn out a failure or even a fiasco for my life just like my Form 3 Speaking Test.

I kept imagining the words, phrases even sentences that I'm going to split it out from my mouth such as 'You don't bluff me ar', 'Use a shorter wavelength lar'.............

I'm imitating Ms Soo and Ms Low, their ways of teaching could really catch people's attention.
Well, Mr Chan's method was too hard, because he's too calm and I'm feeling so perturbed, how can I use his method LOL?
My ambition could be an actor, as I'm now learning to be a student, in the mean time learning to be an educator. Wakakaka~

Anyway, I'm feeling glad and happy if you guys are sincere for the applause :P
Hope you guys enjoy the presentation.
I don't think I will be teaching for this A2-related syllabus.
Let the PROs do it please. 
 
Thousands of thanks.

Monday, August 25, 2014

所谓的后悔
是因为知道自己的选择错了
产生的懊悔

后悔不过是自己在暗示自己
错了
下次不该这样

我每一次成长以后都会觉得后悔
每一个阶段都有让自己后悔的事
那感觉
有时候是郁闷
有时候是愧疚
有时候是丢脸

在抉择要不要去观摩团的时候
爸爸说不去会后悔
我当时的想法相信也有在这里提及
我那时候觉得 不参加也就不会知道它有多好,我自然也不会因没有去而后悔了

刚回来的时候确实感觉到它很好很棒,没去还真的会后悔
但现在看回来 却又是觉得很后悔去参与
后悔去认识了很多人,然后回来了淡了,
把那些认识的陌生人安置在暧昧不堪的位置
我到底该装熟呢?还是装不熟呢?

大概一切都是时间在主宰吧


因为想要触碰世界
所以必须要选择要去哪里
我要去哪里呢?
是去新加坡、台湾、日本、韩国、中国
还是澳洲、英国、美国、加拿大

为了不想要后悔
知道今生一定要有成就
为了不想要后悔
就一定要做出对未来最好的决定

但我又怎么才能兼顾一切呢?

想要去英国美国,但离家太远了
妈妈怎么会放心呢,所以一直说去澳洲就好啦

我剩下不到一年的时间去考虑
没想到时间那么快
其实也只过了两个月
但一切都开始了

Sunday, August 24, 2014

Lucy: 很有启发性的电影

Lucy是一部我自我要求去看两次的电影

看了预告片的人会认为是一部科幻片
我起初对这一部电影的概念是
这是一部讲述一位脑力被持续开发的女人
对它的期待当然是期待看到普通人的疑问“脑力被开发到某个程度会发生什么事?”
我当然也(因为预告片)盖棺定论,此女人最后应该会失控,所以结局应该是死亡。
我把这个脑力被开发的主角当成情节焦点
我那时候认为这部电影主要只是想要描述一般人没有想过的东西——脑力开发

平均地说,我们马来西亚人对于科学数学的知识都低于中学程度,
一般人觉得太遥远
有人觉得不实际
更多是没兴趣去找出生命的源头,了解自然如何运行

但是不知道生命的源头、不懂自然运行的规则
就没有办法知道生命的意义
为什么生命只有有限的时间?

Lucy有间接在探讨 生命选择什么
(以下揭露部分情节)