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Wednesday, April 27, 2016

Some Belated Updates

I'm back, from both my April Korea trip and my non-blogging holidays!



First thing to keep you updated is related to my US applications.
..........
Unfortunately I didn't get any good delicious offers from the university.
This is another way to say 'they rejected me'... why oh why!


Despair? Hmmm... not really. And that's what I surprised myself with!
I'd been dying for an offer to go to these schools despite the super high cost, as you can see in the previous posts. 
Although it's a bit of my regret for not being able to have my undergrad studies in the States, I felt mollified, or rather unperturbed for all the rejections.


I once told myself if I'm going to these super elite schools, I will learn to be a super elite, staying in academics with all my heart in to do stuff that normal people rarely are involved in. Because that's the point, right? If you're chosen to do something that nobody can, even it isn't the best job in the world, you will need to bear that responsibility for being capable... Just like why superman needs to save the world even though there is a very bitter part: the world doesn't trust him.


But now I'm not teehee. So I will as well focus on my interests in fashion art and some musics besides biochemistry. And even if I'm going to these schools for my grad studies, I'm still gonna love to take care of my appearance. :P


Living in London for the next few years instead of Los Angeles, Philly, Ithaca etc. means there'll be fashion weeks held nearby my university.
Even though I would prefer living in California... places like LA or San Francisco, talk with ABCs....etc.
I'm probably going to UCL. It's located in the city centre of London, just like any other London uni that I've gotten offers for, ie. Imperial and King's College.


I was a bit intimidated initially after learning about the complicated VISA application (more things to plan and do now!), and knowing that I need to face it all by myself.


But after a few reviews of UCL and the London city, I am now extremely EXCITED for a new life! One of them said, every day can be a totally different day in London.
My piano teacher told me to be proud of having this prestigious chance of my life that is going to change my horizon and perspective very drammatically.


Drammatically? My life has been very 'drammatical' since the last few years of my primary school. HAHAHHAHA that's what my friend claimed when I told him about my stories. He laughed and said that I should write a novel or film a movie. I don't think these stories still matter when I finally gain the ability to actually film a good movie in the future. LOL.


What's so good about London? I can go to Paris in 2 hours. Buy some cheaper LV, Balenciaga, Gucci etc. :P I hope I have that money. Because the living cost in London is very high, even though not as high as NYC, the accommodation fee is about four to five times compared to in Sunway. *CRIES* I will survive....


Anyway, don't worry my friends. After a year there, you can always come and visit me and I'll bring you to embrace fully the lively vibe in one of the greatest city in the world called LONDON.




Second thing to tell you guys, KOREA is amazing!


I mean, I really do enjoy everything in Korea, except the ginseng chicken soup meal.
The food there is extremely tasty when it comes to Jeju Black Pig Barbecue, Dak Galbi, Kimchi, fried chicken... Other than these, hmmm most food are kinda bland and healthy, hahhaa. When it comes to these food, Kimchi is your best friend. :)


The lady boss was in the trip. So at the last day, we had a lavishly sumptuous meal in Todai, an internationally-established-and-renowned seafood and sushi buffet restaurant. Well I use 'lavishly sumptuous' not because it is really lavish or whatsoever (it was good though), but to accentuate the fact that no tour group would bring its customer to have food like this. We even stay in really good, clean and comfy hotel. So I am very satisfied with the trip. IT WAS SO GOOD.


Let's talk about what's in Korea.
Hmm... well I guess traveling to any country is almost about the same if you're not going by your own. You'll see their architecture, and listen to their culture stuff.
Buildings, museums, some tourist attraction, shopping and some good food.
Undeniably, the time I went to Korea is the perfect time for photoshooting.
The sunlight was good enough for a nice photo but not scorching at all to burn you. The weather was comfy, cool and nice. The cherry blossoms were everywhere......


Korea is more or less like Taiwan, but better (or maybe it's a prejudice...this is my first time in Korea). They are both suitable for shopping.
Shop for luxury goods in Lotte mart... the staffs can speak good Chinese and you can joke with them a lot so they don't think you're from China and they will be very good to you HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA. I bought a Tony Burch for my mum, thousands $$$$ my savings all gone WTH :( I'm eating sands and grass for the following months before heading to London, ok.


Korean has their shopping culture: they don't give discount but they give free gifts. They like to have promotion like 1+1 etc... So you can bargain with them. As my mum wanted to buy the ginseng powder, I asked the 2 golden version of ginseng tea instead of 1 golden version and 1 silver version, and they considered for a while and were okay with it!


Another important thing that makes me wanna live in Korea is that the Korean boys are so cute. I kennot. And they are generally tall (tell me why???). And I was like, my god I need a Korean bf, or at least hook up once there.


That's what I really thought when I was there *FACE COVERED*
 What's the big deal? Forgive me.

Wednesday, March 23, 2016

The Game

I am right on the emotional ride for this admission games.
Sorry if I sound too obsessive with universities...

First I was accepted to Imperial London.
Then I was accepted to Fordham, New York (yay!) with scholarships.

But then, I was rejected by UCLA.
That's the only university in Los Angeles that I applied to.
There goes a city I would want to go.

Even though this doesn't mean I won't be going to LA at all
I feel down for not being granted the chance to be its citizen,
growing my networks there.

You know there's a difference between living in a city for a few years
and traveling to a city for a few days or weeks.
You might argue that I could always work in LA if I want to.
But there's also a significant disparity between living as a student
and living as a worker.
One is to learn and immerse in the city, while another is spending
days in an unknown city, which can be really lonely.

I figured out that I didn't send my IELTS to all the UCs.
So... I wouldn't be too surprised if I see a rejection for UC, Berkeley.

Later I was rejected by Yale-NUS university in Singapore.
It's okay... S'pore is not really my tea, even though it is much better
than any cities in Malaysia.
Furthermore, I didn't even send my SAT & IELTS score, which are required, to the school. So it was really OKAY for me.

Well UCLA really hurt me a lot.
Next is Berkeley, Ivy League Schools and Stanford.
Chances aren't high.
Let's hope for the best and prepare for the worst.
I might need to go to London after these...
but if I go to London, it only proves that I shouldn't work on US application.

...Or New York City. Who knows?

Saturday, February 20, 2016

Admission Depression

The admission decision from US is still pending until late March and Early April.





This wait is killing me and I'm too bored so I browsed all the forums, talking about decisions etc. These posts are making me down yet I can't stop reading them. Perhaps I want to see the truth from different perspective. It made me more intimidated about the outcome - the outcome of my blood and tears, the outcome of the course of trial and tribulation that I've bypassed so far.



I know what I'm afraid of - rejections, but I don't know why I'm afraid.
Perhaps I adore the atmosphere of US so much.
Or perhaps I'm afraid that I'm not good - not good enough to bring myself into social and academic elitism. Afraid of failure. Afraid of emptiness after hard work.



I can't stop thinking about how they talked about perfect score.
'You need to get a perfect score so they won't toss your profile into dustbins.'
Obviously I do not have perfect SAT score. 
I don't have time to retake too.
And at the moment I was feeling enough of my 2000, which is at the percentile of 93.
NO - they say you have to beat everyone.
That's what social elitism meant - the exclusive 1%.



Or perhaps I'm afraid of not being able to make my parent proud, if I can't get in.
Scared of mediocrity - I am in fear.
Scared that I couldn't change the world even if I can.
 

Monday, February 1, 2016

Sharing My Sunway Experience in A-Level Studies

From the previous post THE END OF CIE A-LEVELS, I have promised to write a post about A-Levels and my relevant experience. So here it is. VERY COMPREHENSIVE from a student's point of view.......

 

 

WHAT IS A-LEVEL?


General Certificate of Education Advanced Level is commonly known as GCE A-Level, or even more commonly, 'A-Level'. 


A-Level is a type of private British pre-University education found in Malaysia. 
Other private PreU educations found in Malaysia: Australian Matriculation (AUSMAT), Monash University Foundation Year (MUFY), International Baccalaureate (IB), South Australian Matriculation (SAM), Canadian International Matriculation Programme (CIMP) and Foundation found in every university).


This British qualification is offered by a few exam boards in the UK. But in Malaysia, the Cambridge International Examination (CIE) and the Edexcel are the only two that conduct A-Level exam.


For Sunway College and Taylor's College A-Level students, CIE is our common enemy.
The specific A-Levels I will be discussing is the CIE A-Level. 




THE RIGOR OF CIE A-LEVEL


A-Level? Most people's impression of it (well, probably the agents) is TIME-CONSUMING, THEORY-BASED, HARD, NERDY but HIGHLY-RECOGNIZED. Some are true and some are not. Let me tell the truth.


TIME-CONSUMING - Yes, 1.5 year of A-Level is longer than the duration of other pre-U programs. Most Pre-U programs only take few months to one year. The exception is the International Baccalaureate (IB), which takes 2 years to complete.


THEORY-BASED  - Hell NO. We have science practical exams in Paper 3 for our Advanced Subsidiary Level (AS) exam. It is more accurate to say A-Level is EXAM-BASED. Our overall result solely depends on our exam result.


HARD - YES. Maths is the relatively easy one. Every subject requires different skills
For instance, Biology requires candidates to write answers with a flow and also propose possible things with the knowledge taught in the syllabus (they love to ask suggest-why questions, which we sometimes have no clues at all). In the exam, they will bring up some new industrial processes/ new experiment procedures (that you never heard of) that go oppositely with the processes/knowledge you learnt, and then you'll need to suggest why it is different from what you learn. This is good in a way that we are trained to propose/predict about why and how, and then we'll learn things faster, but this also means it's HARD.

Chemistry gives you whole lot of info and so you need to organize them yourself. Physical Chemistry has many confusing calculation problems, inorganic chemistry wants you to 'propose' the chemical equation about some new reactions.
Physics is by nature hard. And the syllabus is broad enough to increase its difficulty.


NERDY - Well it depends on people I guess. During this 1.5 year, I've improved my fashion sense and watched many movies and had explored the Kuala Lumpur city. Before exams, I went to library every day and night. I feel good to fight with CIE in the library. It feels DAMN GOOD. Am I nerdy? I don't know, but I certainly enjoyed the process.


HIGHLY-RECOGNIZED - Everyone has heard of A-level and its rigorousness. I have never seen any country that does not recognize this qualification (even Taiwan does!). So with A-level, it is easier to apply top universities and also prestigious/generous scholarships. I mean, at least your hardwork is recognized! This is one of the reason that I choose A-Levels rather than the so-called 'fast and therefore good' foundation programs. Because my qualification will be recognized everywhere, and my job was to get a good result and everything will be much easier.

 

 

THE VALUE OF CIE A-LEVEL

From Cambridge

 
Cambridge International Examination is a part of Cambridge Assessment and a department of the University of Cambridge. So taking CIE A-Levels could mean taking the curriculum of University of Cambridge. And on our certificates, Three words 'University of Cambridge' is big enough to capture your, and others', attention. Surely this indicates it is a world class curriculum.

Adding Rigority 


CIE exam board is considered as the most rigorous compared to others. So its rigority is more recognized. Well, this may not be useful in the admission to UK universities because they take all exam boards as the same. Having said that, if your destination is to the US universities that are highly selective and competitive, the rigority plays a role in the admission process.

World Class Education


I do not know whether this applies to A-levels by other awarding body. 
The science subjects syllabus is always up to date. We often learn the theory of new techniques especially in Biology. We learn lots of techniques in biotech, such as bioleaching, Monoclonal Antibody (mab)...and in gene tech. In Chemistry, we have all types of chromatography, golden nanocage, liposomes... We also have lots of lots of lots of case studies, that we need to master it and then apply into a whole new situation (In the exams, they will normally introduce a brand new application of the techniques in some recent projects). So yeah, I'll say this is world class - it evokes my intellectual curiosity consistently.   

 

 

STRUCTURE OF THE COURSE


You've probably learnt that A-Level is designed to be a 24-month course.
More commonly in Malaysia, however, the course duration is merely 18 months.
Teachers always say this is kinda like an accelerated A-Level, although not as 'accelerated' as the 15-month A-Level.


So for the first 12 months, you're gonna prepare yourself for Advanced Subsidiary Level (AS). Three papers for sciences and two papers for Math. The next 6 months are for Advanced Level (AL). Two papers for sciences and two papers for Math.
As a student, you'll always think 18 months are so long, but when they are separated by a 12 months and 6 months, they are short enough. Why?


Because you'll have plenty of holidays (CNY, Raya, Sem break, study break etc...)
And the exam normally takes place at the last two months. So in fact, you're gonna only have 14 months to prepare your A-Levels.   


Another thing about A-Level exam is that you really compete with candidates throughout the world. You get to know your position in the world. Regardless of your raw mark, if your percentile is above 80, you've got an A, because you're better than 80% of all the candidates around the world. In AS Level, there is no A* even if you get a percentile above 90. However you'll need to get a percentile above 90 in both AS and AL, to get an overall grade of A*.




The usage of percentile also means you do not need to get 80% of questions correct, because the questions introduced in the exams are very versatile and can be very difficult sometimes. So the usage of percentile ensures the grading is fair, and also an A in 2005 will be the same standard as an A in 2016, even though the syllabus is much different. 



WHY DO YOU CHOOSE A-LEVEL


Initially, I was not sure about what I want. I mean, I knew that I'm interested in skincare, application of biosciences and solving the origins of life, but I did not know which field of study will bring me to these. Besides, I also wanted to do my undergraduate studies in overseas


For many, A-level is like an extended SPM, which provides more time for people to choose what they one. Indeed, this course maintains the breadth while increases the depth of our studies. 


*Some people might not want to specialize in a particular field (e.g. they are interested in learning all sciences), so for undergraduate studies in UK, they opt for a course in Natural Science to maintain the broad-ness.

 

 

WHY DO YOU CHOOSE SUNWAY




The first impression of Sunway is that it is not the best to provide A-Level education (Taylor's College was the best in everyone's opinion, perhaps because it is more expensive). That suits me a lot hahaa, I don't want to go for the best. I wanted to be in a second-best, that has a definite target and that doesn't feel complacent for myself. This applies in my UK university application; I didn't apply to Cambridge or Oxford University.

Another reason is that it has a shopping mall. At that moment, I really crave for a change in living quality, appearance, taste etc. A shopping mall in Sunway would fulfill this better than the good cafes and restaurants around Taylor's College.

Thirdly, I had many friends came to Sunway for A-Levels. And they thought Sunway is amazing. (Even though, with everything it has, it is kinda self-contained.)  

Also, it has an freakin' single bedroom. NAISE. AKU NAK. 

 

 

SUNWAY EXPERIENCE


Ooooo, goodie goodie gum gum.
All people, whether from the college or the university, are mixed together in the campus.
Library, foyer, cafeteria... these are the places where you can see and potentially meet people.

I also have to mention that people here have good fashion sense and very good-looking too. Hahhahaha.    
It's sad tho, A-level is too short for me to familiarize and meet much more people than I could. 




WHO SHOULD CHOOSE A-LEVELS?

 

THOSE WHO STILL NOT SURE ABOUT WHICH SPECIFIC MAJOR TO STUDY

 

These people normally already have an idea about what field they want, but are not sure about the specific major (They know they wanna be in science, finance, accounting, engineering etc.). A-Levels provide a chance for them to further their studies in each fundamental areas, so that they have a taste of what it feels like to be in, say, further math (for engineering).


THOSE WHO NEEDED A INTERNATIONALLY-RECOGNIZED QUALIFICATION

 

A recognized qualification is a smart investment. You can apply to many prestigious universities and scholarships with A-Levels. If you need to put on the same effort on your preU studies, why don't you choose something that people will recognize/reward your effort?

THOSE WHO CAN TAKE UP ACADEMIC CHALLENGE THAT DIFFERS FROM OUR SECONDARY EDUCATION


There is a HUGE DIFFERENCE between A-Levels and SPM. SPM merely requires the absorption of knowledge from different fields, whereas in A-Levels, knowledge taught in syllabus swings from 40% to 60% in the exams. Memorizing the facts wouldn't work well in A-Levels, which in fact need lots of analysis in the exam questions.


THOSE WHO WANT TO GO OVERSEAS BUT SLIGHTLY PREFER THE UK UNIS


This is what I didn't know (the agents didn't know too) when I choose A-Levels. I thought A-Levels are equally treated everywhere. However, in US university admission, A-Levels are recognized, but it is hard to find info about applying using A-Levels result. You will find many problems if you intend to go US using A-Levels due to the difference between the UK and US system.


BOTTOM LINE:

The A-Level experiences were actually very good for me. It made me see a bigger, and more complete world. The encouraging environment is very conducive for learning and exploring.